Affinity makes me marvel
over how i feel towards someone
despite knowing nothing, and briefly meeting them,
or the more i draw towards them the more i know them
I don’t mean romantically
it’s just magnetism
like you know something,
some subtance in their soul
which is familiar to yours
and is magnetizing or mesmerizing
I know very few people i feel that way towards
Very rare
maybe… three in total?
four, to be safe
An example would be this guy i met in frangi ages ago
we barely spoke
just got introduced
but i just FELT like i KNEW him from somewhere before
not like an ‘in love’ kind of thing (cos that’s what most people might perceive it to be)
but just an ‘i know you’ or ‘you’re part of my life in some way’
strange
and stranger still was when the friend who introduced us by chance, told me that he was asking about me
again i repeat
i didn’t feel it was in a romantic way, just magnetism
like you knew each other from a long time ago
A beautiful example would be a guy i met about six years ago
i wrote about him on my blog then (i tried searching for the post, couldn’t)
about knowing where he was, without being told
it was… i just KNEW
and we became fast friends, and throughout the years, close friends
we never went out, never slept together
but just always had that affinity
y’know?
Another friend i ‘discovered’ is this girl friend of mine
she has such magnetism and aura, it’s amazing
i don’t think she realizes the power she has over people
When i had the privilege of spending more time with her,
i could see and feel the energy just GLOWING out of her
okay i’m exaggerating, i couldn’t SEE it
but i could certainly feel it
There was just something about her…
that was wise beyond her years
her perception
amount of love that spilled from her actions
I rarely run to people when i hurt
i’d rather keep it to myself
but i ran to her before
out of all the people surrounding me, i ran to her side
i’ve run to her when i’m tired
i’ve run to her when i’m happy and i know she’d share my laughter with hers, more boisterous than mine
sometimes i watch her watching others
from her facial expressions, i steal knowledge on others’ actions
i watch her as she watches them
maybe it was the psychotropics, but one day i blurted out
“you know what, i think one day a long time ago… you were someone important… someone with great power in the world. and then you fucked it up somehow and got banished to leading an average human life.”
i don’t think she reads my blog
but if she ever does
i meant every thing i said:
you are truly such a beautiful soul
and i don’t think enough people say that to you
I think Runway Thunder’s such a cool name.
The more i repeat it in my head, the more i think it’d such a fly name for a band, song, design label or even a pet
But if a pet’s called Runway Thunder, it might be mistaken as Runaway Thunder
Anyway, i’m blabbering.
Justin Yap and me.
I look fat here. Again. -_- Ah whatever.
Jimmy Lim waiting to cue the models.
Post and style shots on TiC *here*, i lazy to write.
What’s really important in our lives as people on this planet (damn i sound all preachy but i swear i’m trying not to!)
We get so caught up in our daily activities and what we deem important in our lives, that we tend for forget about others.
Especially those that come from the bigger picture of what life is about.
And how we’re destroying them.
The Wild Life Act of Malaysia is extremely outdated and hasn’t been updated since 1972. Animals like the rhinoceros, malayan shrew, asian elephant and many many more are classified as critically endangered or close to it. View list here.
There are many outlines to the law that need to be updated. For instance you could be arrested for poaching and elephant. But you wouldn’t be punished for selling products with endangered animal product in them. Doesn’t make sense innit?
A petition is in order to collect 100,000 signatures so that change can happen. It’ll only take you one minute, please click *here* to sign the petition, and please post it on your blogs too.
It was super hot today = great day to do laundry, yay!
Yeah, i’m constantly doing laundry cos of the amount of clothes i wear…
And if i leave them without doing it (in sorted colours, of course!) i end up getting agitated if a certain something i want to match with something else is dirty.
Wait.
Why am i talking about laundry.
So TODAY, it was super hot.
Too hot till i didn’t feel like doing work, so i called MaryBerry up, “I have a great idea. Let’s get ice cream and walk in the park!” “Okay,” she damn layan.
We ended up with ice cream… and KFC, drinks and corn in a cup.
“If only you brought your ipod speakers…” she said in the car on the way there. “I did!”
And a picnic blanket too.
So you see… impromptu picnics turn out much smoother than a planned one :p
She brought a brollie down even though i insisted it was NOT going to rain.
Had to pixelize my crotch cos i swear there’s camel toe action going on.
I felt that going to the park to snack whilst being surrounded by green grass and fresh air would be healthy.
Instead, i felt kinda evil cos all these people were jogging by, being healthy and exercising and all…
While i sat on the grass and scoffed as much KFC as i could (Mary didn’t have any) and ice cream.
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Alone-dancing Hypes Your Soul
I’m a big fan of dancing to yourself in your room
Or bathroom, if you like doing it in the shower, except that there’s the risk of slipping and knocking your head on the tiled walls
The other day in the office, RezaSexyGrin aka Reza Salleh wore a t-shirt that read, “Dancing alone…“ i read out loud, “gives you bad karma...” (or energy, something along those lines) “What kind of rubbish sentence is that?” i exclaimed indignantly. “It’s not mine! It’s my brother’s!” he explained. “That’s a rubbish shirt.” “Yes it is,” he nodded “You should throw it away.” “Absolutely,” he replied quickly before scurrying away.
If anything, i think dancing to yourself in your room
puts you in a good mood
releases happy energy to give birth to more
places you in Pretend World where everything is fine (i pretend i’m in bali, dancing in the garden)
gets your energy levels racing to face the night/day
Go throw on your favourite song and dance alone!
You don’t have to tell me, or anyone.
Do it for yourself
I caught up with FaiTheMai for a quick chat and Guinness at Sid’s just now.
(Been avoiding blogging about Sid’s cos i was being selfish and wanted to keep the bar uncommercialised
But i realised my efforts are fruitless cos it’s damn crowded anyway -_-)
So we were talking about friends
And i said how i’ve accepted that friends come and go
Not that it’s anyone’s fault
It’s just lifestyles, interests and topics of conversations changing
Or more like, waning
It’s not like i have beef with those whom i’m not close to anymore…
and i hope they don’t have beef with me
i’ve learnt to accept that we all change in time –
the way we think
the people we hang out with
the places we go
the subjects that excite us
the music we like
the jobs we do
We choose to hang out and see certain people regularly because of how they make us feel and think
Some people can embrace it from my point of view
And others can’t
Some hold on and force it
And others let go and accept
Some take quicker to accept, and do so naturally
Others may push the friendship till they realise they’re the only one dancing the tango
There are so many situations to it
But what i’m saying is… accept and cherish
Even RowdyRudy and i had a talk about this a week back
That in time, we may not be as close as we are now
And gel so easily
We will change
We will want to party differently
He might still be rowdy
I might be become more reclusive
You never know
Of course there are still friends you can still let loose to
The ones you don’t see for months on end, then catch up for hours at a time when you do see them
We all have a handful of those
I guess what i’m saying is… that’s life
Live and love
