I already have a few people hinting that if i want to work, i can just apply to them for jobs. I’m flattered. Tempted. And terrified.
Why terrified? Cos these people are my friends. All these what ifs come into mind. Despite all my confidence that i’ll be fine la di da, i can’t help worrying what if whatever i do doesn’t come up to their expectations. And i disappoint them. And embarrass myself.
sigh.
I don’t want to work yet! I still want to study… I don’t want to grow up! Noooooo……. You know what, scratch that!
I went for lunch with Michelle in Ekachai just now. And decided to have red wine as well. I didn’t drink on friday and saturday mind you what a fucking miracle The waiter served it at room temperature. Eww. So. I sent it back saying “Could you please chill it a bit cos it’s pretty warm” The waiter stared at me. I repeated it s l o w l y and c l e a r l y so he would understand…. more i hoped.
The wine came back 5 minutes later. IT WAS WARMER!!! you should have SEEN MY FACE WHEN I touched my hand to the glass can mati i tell you who the FUCK in their RIGHT MIND WOULD SERVE WARM WINE!? WHAT THE HELLLLLL
After gawking at the glass for a good 30 seconds, I carried the glass and stalked as coolly as possible to the counter. The manager smiled at me from afar I thought he looked more intelligent than the waiter anyway He smiled apologetically and shot the waiter a ‘you-idiot’ glare
I went back and sat down. Michelle asked me, “So how?”
“How? i hope they don’t spit in my glass… that’s how!”
it doesn’t make sense. but it’s my blog. and i can write all the made-up words i like.
ha.
I think a huge part of my natural high today came from seeing my darlings in the afternoon for our weekly Sunday tea.
mary looks so slutty hee hee
I haven’t been seeing them much recently. We laughed so much, people were staring at us in Charms 1U. I realise how much i fucking miss you both! *emo* What’s wrong with me today. I’m having a case of Superecstaticism
The BBB Boyfriend’s Birthday Barbeque
ok there are worse ones. But i’m afraid his friends will come after me if i put them up.
As you can tell, i’m in a fucking good mood now. So damn hyper i can’t stand it! I wanna go out! I wanna go out! *spends minutes msn-ing and calling people to go out* What the fuck Mary is tired Eugene has to wake up at 7 tomorrow so he doesn’t wanna go out you oLD MAN YOU!
Finally, i got Marcus to go out with me YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Marcus reminds me of the little boy in Love Actually. Small. Witty. Cute. Funny. Yea…… i know *someone* who wants me to intro her to him asap after i told her all the above. Naughty girl. Plus you have a boyfriend too *wags finger* *tsk* *tsk*
I was in G2000 on Saturday buying my slut his birthday gift. I had decided on a tie. Ok. It’s not very creative but at least he’ll use it for work.
There were so many ties. It was sO confusing. I would look at one thinking “oh that’s nice… i think it’s the nicest” And pick it up Whereupon i would eye another one which i would suddenly think “oh! I think that one’s nicer!” Drop the current one and pick another one up
This went on for quite long.
I got a headache picking a damn tie.
They all look the same to me! Shopping for clothes is WAY EASIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*stress*
In the end i picked two. And walked out of the shop feeling like i had just gone to war.
I finally got someone to help me shift my photos from my Nokia cameraphone to the pc. The one above is my favourite. Everyone thinks i photoshoped it. Well. I didn’t. I’m not that great in photoshop anyway. I’m only good at zapping off zits.
I know it looks kinda fake, but i swear to god, i was sitting at ming tien after class Feeling more than a tad bored When this awesome bright blue butterfly swooped in my face And landed on my Coke can
See. Everyone loves Coke. or is it… Everything loves Coke. A butterfly is a thing ain’t it? But it has a soul, so does that not make it a someone?
at the glass for a good 30 seconds,
