I haven’t been blogging from home lately hence the lack of photo content. In fact. I have a marvelous photo of Ee Han. I bet you haven’t seen my friend Ee Han before have you? Ahaha… Soon… soon… the debut of him shall appear.
I’m blogging from Zaidi’s place now. The slut has passed out on the bed. The rest are lying around the place. So this is what i do when i get dragged out with the slut’s friends.
My father was giving me a lift to my interview on Thursday. I had already put on all my make up except for my lip colour.
“What’s that smell?” *sniffs* “Oh. It’s just my lip balm…” “So strong the smell.” “It’ll go away one la.” *sniffs again* “What’s it… strawberry ar?…” “Ya.” “You’re going for a job interview……..
I’m all dressed up waiting for the slut to come pick me up for the Salem something party at Zouk now. I think we’re late…. -_- Well. It’s not the girl’s fault this time!
The reality of starting to work is hitting me. I tried on my slacks this morning. And they don’t fit anymore. No surprise since i barely wear them anyway. So i panicked. And wore all black for the interview this morning.
“i don’t know what to wear tomorrow for the interview…” “friend. It’s damn late. Go to sleep. And you want to worry about what to wear?!” “hmph.”
I was in 1U with Ash today. I started scouting for work clothes.
I don’t want to!
I know so many ppl my age are ecstatic to grow up… but i’m in no hurry. I will never be able to go back to this safe world where i don’t have to worry about money. I will suddenly start to plan out my working timeline and what i will be in 3 years… in 5 years… in 10 years…
I still want to be Daddy’s little girl. And be allowed to cry when i’m feeling shitty. Better yet. Be seven again. I’m starting to get obsessed about this.
I’m getting a massive headache sorting out my work files. shit shit shit
Pony Crazy
I went to MPH today. And saw a sticker book. You know what it was? It was a My Little Pony sticker book.
“Holy cow…!” said i *disbelief* “Oh dear…,” said MediumBen.
But i am in a financially tight situation. so i reckon i’ll get it another time. when i’m feeling way richer…
As we were walking out of the bookstore, “Oh look! Someone is buying it…” said he. “Huh? Oh gosh… jealous…” gasped me.
And so.
I stared in envy after the little girl Who was barely four feet tall Clinging on the to the sticker book That i so wanted too! Whilst Ben tried to pull me away.
Two big arms tugging a small arm… That was attached to a steadfast and stubborn girl Who just wanted to be seven again So that people wouldn’t judge her If all she wanted for the day Was a My Little Pony sticker book.
I just ransacked my room for half an hour looking for my organiser. I need it to write my appointments down. I’m starting to lose track. I can’t find it!!!!!
Where,
OH WHERE?!
It’s annoying me to bits! Plus i made it! I realise i need to clean my room again. Really truly.
It’s one of those chilly nights when i wish my slut was here to hug me.
I followed Louis try find his dogs at various animal shelters today. We went to the MPPJ office to enquire about lost dogs. It was 1:05 pm. The two malay ladies at the counters were chit-chatting. When i asked about the dog thing, one lady was about to answer me when the older one said not to bother because its their break. Wow. I swear to god it would have only taken her A FUCKING MINUTE to answer me. “Ah… sekarang lunch break la, you datang balik pukul dua la.”
I had on a straight face as i said thanks and that i would fuck cannot show screwed-up face cos they have to help later “Eh so how?” – Louis “Wait, i tell you outside.”
The second i stepped outside, i started cursing how fucking lazy malay government workers are.
We went back at 2 something. The younger one wasn’t back yet. The older one was playing solitaire on her com. Nice. -_-
It took her two minutes to tell us MPPJ can’t help us. And she was laughing saying we can just get another dog. Thanks alot. FOR WASTING OUR TIME AND LAUGHING. Stupid ho.
Too bad Ryan wasn’t there to point a knife at her like so…
