When the taxi driver thinks you’re 19 the day before you turn 23 Or maybe it’s because i was wearing this white & pink top with the words ‘Heartbreaker’ slashed across it
Hmm
Okay so that isn’t very 23-year-old-ish either
I’m being emo today
Something’s been nigging at the back of my mind for awhile *heavy heart*
And my work is piled up
AND instead of happy TAG songs i thought Lim burnt for me I actually got the emo rock ones instead Twilight Actionlove #10 Milosh? Candie Payne? Deerhoof? Walau haven’t heard of them all before So it’s making me all floaty and weepy
QueenKanch hates it tho and couldn’t wait to chuck it out of the car along with me She took it out of the player “Come, you have to pack.” I have to pack my CD to get out of the car?! -_-
Bitch.
Gotta run now. Some DKNY event then another one right after The second one sure got alco… But i don’t feel like drinking
A year ago, i wished Buttercup Happy Birthday MyLittlePony abusers were scolded AshleyTheMonkey made me speak too soon & AdamPoserPan had his first alco-obsessed experience with me *click*
She’s 3 Days Older
Went to celebrate ButtercupSharon’s 23rd Birthday yesterday
I was really stuffed when i went for the dinner cos i already had a whopping nasi kandar meal in Bangsar with QueenKanch at 4pm
We went to Zeta Bar @ KL Hilton after that cos SmallSerena wanted to finish up her bottle there
Erh, lazy to put up those pictures la Got work to do
Meeting Yasmin
Of course i know who Yasmin Ahmad is Who doesn’t know who she is >_< I had the pleasure of doing a photoshoot of Amani and her last week
Obviously i can’t put up the pics of them yet… So i put up happy orange flowers with her in the background :p
I haven’t been to Rahsia for ages Though everytime friends ask me where they should bring a date to (yeah everyone thinks i’m a directory -_- ), i recommend the place It’s super romantic and very reasonable for fine dining
Shooting Amani was easy cos it’s always easier shooting friends and you can ask them to pose, climb, whatever you want without sounding condescending
It was drizzling slightly, ever so slightly And i stared out into the open sky, wondering whether it was safe to bring my baby out into the rain (The camera la, haijo) It was so tempting cos i really wanted to shoot in the lush garden
“It’s not drizzling la,” said Yasmin I figured that i might have been too much in awe to actually speak to her normally I mean… i usually don’t act my crazy whack self till people know i’m actually normal *cough* But surprisingly, her warm nature eased me and my nerves as well
“What do you do when it rains like this?” she suddenly asked me “Huh?” i looked up from my camera
Good God. Is this some trick question to test my creativity?
0_o
I cocked my head thinking what i usually did at home when it was raining
“I erm eat a biscuit in my kitchen and stare out into my back garden…”
Great. Now i just made myself into biscuit-eating freak.
She laughed. *phew* So maybe being a biscuit-eating freak is not a bad thing after all.
Who Would’ve Thought
I was having a nightmare last night Then i woke up in shivers and panic Don’t you just hate that?
Next to me, Adam was talking in his sleep Oh poor thing, i cuddled him trying to appease his whining Around us were the others, all asleep as well
Then i realised something
They were all talking in their sleep as well
0_o
How coincidental Suddenly they ALL sat up, with their eyes open They were wearing colourful clothes… carnival clothes Red, black, stripes, flouncy skirts, pointy hats Their talking got louder and louder till everyone was shouting at the same time and each held an arm out in their sleep as if they were trying to grab to something Adam sat up too and held an arm out while talking angrily I pulled his arm away from the others, i just didn’t want them to be able to grab at him Somehow, everyone’s beds had moved closer and closer to ours, till they were all surrounding us, around 15 of them I panicked so badly i was going to start wailing too
How come everyone was intertwined in the nightmare except for me? How did i get out of it?? How was i to wake him up?! He wouldn’t wake up!
I shook him and he pushed me away angrily
It was commotion all around – shouting, cursing, crying, colourful colourful colourful
And then i woke up again
A nightmare in a nightmare
Who would’ve thought
0_o’
My eyes wide open, i looked around the familiar room which wasn’t home The bathroom lights lit the room dimly I was breathing heavily and for the first time, i felt like dml in the middle of sleep I suddenly thought of something horrifying If so happened i spotted a ribbon, or a party hat on the floor in front of our bed
I would so fucking freak out
Like in The Shining when he thought it was all his imagination till he saw a party streamer in the elevator
*insert QueenKanch’s voice* – Damn stress.
I took so long to fall asleep again. The ringing of the phone woke me up at 7:30 “Nightmare….” i whined as he kissed me before going off to work “It’s okay, it’s only a nightmare,” he soothed before he was out the door
0_o
I couldn’t believe it The nightmare was so bad i was still so traumatized even when the sun was already up Not being able to sleep, i watched the world news on BBC and came home to do my work
Maybe it was all the indian food, escargots, medium rare steak, wine, beer and whiskey i’d stuffed myself with the day before
At our HappyPlace So. Freaking. Difficult. To wake up this morning cos it was so comfortable and glorious.
I went shopping in KLCC for a very important person’s birthday present yesterday And met up with KinkyPugKevin for dinner and margaritas as well
We totally didn’t plan on going out that night but since PassedOutBen was at Terrace Bar We walked over there to layan and say hi And since i’m already there, i thought i’d go say hi to everyone else in the vicinity which i hadn’t done for ages
I hate crowds
I hate walking in crowded areas That’s why i hate going into clubs the day before a public holiday I got burnt on my arm and shot the guy who doesn’t know how to hold his fucking ciggarette properly a seething look UNTIL he managed to utter the word ‘sorry’ Then three people stepped on my blisters till i almost wept cos it was damn painful
QueenKanch and i walked around for fucking ages looking for MaryBerry And when we finally accidentally did, she wanted to go to the dancefloor The crowded dancefloor NO WAY
I gave up walking around and muttered to myself See this is why i stick at one table and drink and dance with friends… fucking crowded… my toes fucking bleeding now mahai
At least i got to slut dance with BlackChickJessie which i haven’t done for ages And LimDJBunga gave me a CD with happy TAG songs!!!
WEEE!!!!
Thank you
Hmm the whole post is all bitchy complaining… i think it’s cos i’m damn hungry now and someone took so long to get ready and was supposed to be here 45 minutes ago… *raises eyebrow*
I guess it makes no difference to Smellie and me cos we still have our work to do anyway
Got. So. Much. Crap. To. Do.
But fuck it… i’ll allow myself to blog for a bit
Saturday Was A Longggg Day
QueenKanch, NadiahIsHoney (cos she’s so sweet can die) went to KLCC to support some of the boys for the Cleo Bachelor’s thing
At first i was supposed to follow AzwinAndy & AdamPoserPan in the morning But luckily i didn’t For fucks ar, sit there and watch them from morning 0_o
SmallSerenaC and Rashid Salleh were emceeing
Not all the bachelors were there About 30 out of the 50
Because i’m so short and i HAD to show Smellie that i was there to support him I did little hops in the crowd so he’d see my face popping up like a prairie dog
It was entertaining here and there The crowd got to ask the bachelors questions and played games with them
After the whole thing, the guys were to catwalk *looks at sky* down the runway and pose for pictures
Guess who was the first down the catwalk?
Guess who was the one right in the front posing away?
Guess guess guess!
Because i stood nearer to the front like some bachelor-awed chick Someone from Cleo gave me some passes for tea with the bachelors at Aseana Cafe AHAHAHAH
I took them thinking i could mingle with the boys, say hi, stuff our faces AND QueenKanch, NadiahIsHoney and i could meet our favourite ones as well
Pose until can die la
Anyway, we went for the buffet tea
I decided that the shoes i brought didn’t match my dress that night so i went on a hunt for the most beautiful pair of round-toed black pumps i could find
I found them! I *was* thinking for awhile whether i should get them cos they were a bit more ex then what i would normally spend on shoes
“I can’t believe you spent — on a pair of shoes.” “It’s my birthday present to myself!” “Your birthday is a week away.” “… It’s an early birthday present!”
Then we all went for the sevenatenine launch @ Ascott (where Nine used to be)
The dress code was white At first i was wondering whether i should go with the dress code thing cos it seems a bit corny Then i thought, heck, if *i* threw a party and wanted everyone to wear white I’d totally appreciate it if they stuck with it for fun
It’s so cliche to call Adrian, AdrianTheModel But that’s what he’s saved himself as on my phone Plus he claims he’s the only model here called Adrian
We both bond because of our bond with HotAlcoJason Since Jason wasn’t there, we both layaned each other
We lost each other at times while mingling And he’s so freaking tall i could always spot him above the crowd But because i’m so freaking short I had to wave my arm like a baboon so he could spot me
I got really annoyed after awhile cos the freeflow finished at 9:30 I didn’t know that I was drinking realllly slowly and just talking to people So i only had two glasses of wine
Okay nevermind, that’s what the bar is for right? So DreamerCyn, AdrianTheModel and i ordered shots for ourselves as well as a Coke for Smellie
You know how long it took me to get my drinks? Almost an hour
ALMOST AN HOUR
After 20 minutes, we almost gave up and made our way upstairs to get from the bar there There’s no bar upstairs -_- So we made our way downstairs again and tried YET again for our drinks Thanks to AmandaTheSquirrel whom i recognised and got us our drinks as quick as she could
Seriously You should have seen my face Everyone around me were waiting for their drinks as well for ages and ages And we all chatted to each other comparing how long we’d all waited
“I’ve waited for 40 minutes okay.” “Shut up. I’ve waited longer then that. Plus i went upstairs as well to wait.”
Adam couldn’t BELIEVE i took so long to get him his Coke He probably thought i bought myself shots and forgot about him
I was proudly telling LaughingLoga about my dress
“Nadiah was saying it’s so 60s and i said, ‘cos it IS from the 60s!’ Ori 60s!” “Where from?” “Oh it’s my aunt’s. Nicely preserved yeah?” “Yeah. And you wear it out clubbing.” -_- “Hey, she let me wear it out clubbing in London as well!” “And what happens if you spill red wine on it…?” “… choi.”
After a nice buzz of two shots each, we all left for Velvet
But then i was thinking If *i* was in some contest like him, i’d feel so blar if my boyfriend was to vote for someone else
0_o
So obviously i’m going to vote for him Oh and Andy… And Gen… And Kaer… And Ash…
