Damn. Emo. I just typed a long post of ranting and the pc died on me
FUCKING HELLLLL *BANGS THINGS AROUND*
Vodka Makes The World Beautiful Again
After a harrowing day Great news And bad drama
Smirnoff, Whitney Houston and Aretha Franklin made every thing good again
I’m so disappointed in you for being so pussy whipped That you couldn’t even say a word I understand you’re with her I understand you must jaga your relationship with her But when it came down to her telling me off for fantisizing about you..?!?!?!!?
Fucking ridiculous.
Told Adam everything that happened and he laughed at me for its idiocy. Maybe your girlfriend should learn how to read past and present tense
Exactly two years ago, i posted up the best picture i took with my Nokia cameraphone And had to marinate for an exboyfriend’s birthday *click*
Exactly a year ago, i was wondering what i should get the ex >_< And Smellie’s apartment was finally cleaned *click*
Turning 24 On The 24th!
2424 Wah buy lottery wei
Taken Dec 2005 @ Velvet
Here’s you and your former *cough* conquests/scandals/whatchamacallits canoodling with you Even though you shamelessly gave us both the same gift (8 years apart) with the same tag and we found out
Kena kantoi on creativity on gifts for girls man
I still think of you sometimes How good you were to me How unfortunate it was that our feelings weren’t balanced out in the end
I’ll always remember how How i’d try to talk to your mum when we were home How your sister intimidated me then but i’d just maintain muka and talk to her How your other sister was er quite difficult also at times -_- How you’d try to get me to do housework for you in show of being a good girlfriend And how i’d wiggle my way out of the situation in show of feminism and NO TO GIRLFRIENDS DOING HOUSEWORK!
… and to think now i willingly clean up after the current significant other in my life -_-
I know you’ll be someone rich and great later on, the stars said that when we read the numerology book together, remember? Cos you’ve always been one to plot and work hard And memang you’re damn intelligent
I’m sorry for all the hurt i caused you last time It’s past But at one phase when i was at a low point with him, i realised how shitty a heart can feel… How shitty i caused so many guys to feel last time How helpless and lost one can suffer Pondering, thinking, deciding whether to continue with loss of ego or not And when i was experiencing that, then yea, i felt like calling you right there and then to say sorry even though we’d already broken up almost a year ago at that point in time
You’ll always get a big hug when i see you, cos i’ll always remember the great times we had and you’ll always have a special place in my heart
Happy Birthday
My Lovely Weekend Off
I had the weekend off I didn’t work all Sat and Sun And it felt fucking great!!!
Sat night was spent celebrating Nain’s birthday Where this couple got massively drunk Someone got massively annoyed And i got massively happy cos i drove said drunk couple’s car home
Which under normal sober circumstances, they’d never allow *gleeful*
I drove them back to Smellie’s Cos…. i didn’t know where else to chuck them -_-
I showered and went to sleep Smellie was gaming
FormerlyDrunk person woke up around 7am I think it went something like this, according to Smellie
FD: “How did we get here..?” S: “Joyce drove you back here.” FD: “Wha…?!?!?! Joyce DROVE MY CAR?!?!”
Haha… get drunk around me somemore la Joyride!
I’m A Laundry Slut Yo
Because i loveLaundry Bar so much (to the point i had to consciously refrain from going there remember?) How could i possibly say no when their Design & Events consultant, Trina, asked me to blog for them So now I have even greater excuse to go to my favourite neighbourhood bar!
Cos now, it’s considered work
Me remembering passwords is so teruk can die man “Eh, what’s the password for the blog?” “Oh yeah, it’s —–.” “Oh, so easy!” “Do you wanna write it down?” “No la, so easy, sure can remember.”
I forgot it half an hour later
I told FaiTheMai who came to teman me, “Shit. Trina just told me the password just now… and i forgot it already.” He howled with laughter at me
Was having a disturbing conversation with Rudy. Bastard.
wah damn sleepy, I really dunno how you can stay up all night like this. i can’t do it anymore i woke up really late plus its stress. i sleep awfully well at his place. just cuddle and pass out ๐ i miss. wahahaha you’re so cock whipped can’t even sleep at your own house anymore hMPH *angry icon* you should know it’s true when you can’t sleep at home and when I ask you about sleep you go on about how much better it is @ his place don’t hate me cos your girlfriend went out to drink instead of spending time with you :p *evil eyebrow wiggling* -_- so low LOL LOL it’s ok la, im fine with her not being as clingy as you can be sometimes *middle finger icon* i’m noT clingy! *shaking head icon* have you asked yourself that question? “am I clingy?” try la ;p *ponders* BITCH! *thinks* good god. i’ve become clingy 0_o omg omg omggmomojajlkj; buT WHY. I WAS NEVER CLINGY BEFORE. your motherly instincts have kicked in your desire to do housework and sleep in the same bed everynight have overwhelmed you or maybe you’re just clingy *holds breath* cook clean nag can drive liao wah WHAT MOTHERLY INSTINCTS I STILL THINK THAT giving children hangovers are the best punishment!!! DIE RUDY i dont’ cook also. rarely ok la i guess doing housework is pretty bad tho it’s like something you can skip out on, but do willingly anyway k maybe not motherly, more like housewife-ish -_- motherly and housewife-ish are totally different ok freaudian slip! i still go out clubbing with out him yeh but so tame nowadays from what I read on your blog and you spend a lot of time @ home because I always see you online cos i have a lot of work!!!! so OBVIOUSLY i have to be at home to DO IT! *angers* tame… sob i’m not tame…. i’m still WILD! what’s the last craziest thing you did? *ROAR* oh pls LOL FUCKER!!!!! erh. secret secret = buying cookies for adam or something -_- that’s damn sad ok. if i say secret then secret la ma hai buying cookies is pretty lame, maybe you’d be shy about it *shooting icon* besides, you’re talking to the dude that gave you a pink buzzing thingy for christmas. won’t faze me la la di da, oh got new batteries for it. damn power now fucking cleaner spoilt my shower -_- why do you need a shower if you’ve got a pink bunny? eh don’t be smart and change the subject
Guys. We all know what we can talk about to make them lose the plot. Like that episode on Scrubs where the girls spoke about shoes so that everyone will space out.
Somehow the conversation veered back to tame -_-
haih. so much work recently, timing off tired seriously man baddddddddd see, tame -_- i’m blogging what a bastard you are wtf! don’t kutuk people so early in the morning la mornings dictate how your day will be! dont la so stress. you dictated i’m tame wut so tame day la just because you’re tame all the time doesn’t mean you have to use me to break out of your cycle too bad i don’t have many pictures of you. lazy to find now here i like my hair in this one kinda small tho wah damn camwhore. so fast send HAHAHA yes yes i’m tame ok. i work. i see the same friends. i feel like going home even before i’ve reached destinated clubbing place. i work. i see bf. i sleep. i work. omg yesh, you admit
Okay. So from being clingy. I’m also tame la now.
Bastard hell Rudy. Rile me up so early in the morning
That was taken at your surprise farewell party Which pictures i never put up
I’m glad you finally found what you’re passionate about Something that you could concentrate on for more then a year anyway
So proud of you
BalaTania’s Birthday!
You were full time at Juice mag and i was at Faces I remember how i used to see you as, “Oh, it’s that girl from Juice…” Cos people in the office always made it seem like we couldn’t be associated/friends with those from your mag Damn dumb right -_-
So doop dee doo… I always saw you at the same events and i brushed that silly conception aside We’d talk nonsense to each other And once in a while sms each other to see whether we were going for the same events at night
We eventually ended up getting drunk together one fine night We both don’t drive so we had to drunkardly find our way back And Smellie came to save us
And after that it was always seeing you at Tag Tag Tag
Now you’ve left Juice for 8TV As i’ve left Faces for other endeavours
But at least we can still kaki botol together ya?
Hee hee that was taken one drunk night at TAG I didn’t wear that straw hat out of course… Someone chucked it on me at the end of the night
I Know I’m Damn Pei
With Work When
I accidentally use a fork to scoop out coffee I think so much about work, i forget about my retainer left on the sink and poor TL has to drive me back to get it before it warps and i have to fork out RM450 for a new one I swear it was just 10am but it’s almost 7pm already, where the hell did the time go?! I haven’t even had lunch yet! I go for a birthday party for an hour and come back sober cos i’m too scared to drink and forego my work I pass out on the sofa till my mother finds me there when she wakes up for work
And then when i decide to get some rest before continuing, i can’t fall asleep straight away cos i’m thinking too much -_-
I got the most of it done with It’s Friday, i have a batch to edit, a blogpost to write and an article
Then it’s time to partay *tries to hold in grin*
My First Full Page
Wait, must be accurate My first full page in a newspaper
Magazines seem so much smaller so when it’s printed out full page, like no big deal liddat :p
I’m happy with the pics that came out from the shoot So many guys were suddenly so helpful when they knew i was going to shoot Hannah Tan
“Eh, can i be your assistant?” “Oh now want to be my assistant is it. -_- “ “Yeah, can help you carry stuff… hold reflector all…” “Huh. Get in line k.”
We shot in very very very bright sunlight on a rooftop It was kinda difficult for me to view back the images on the LCD screen So i was just praying i didn’t fuck it up >_<
I know i’m supposed to be getting to my work But i’m SO HAPPY IT’S FRIDAY and all the mags are closing/closed I can’t wait to sleep more Party more
I played with the fishes outside my house for the first time just now And was so surprised to see how tame they are
Smellie called me while i was playing with them and i took really long to pick the phone up
“What’s FK doing?” “I’m playing with my fishes!” “You’re playing with your fishes? “ “I’m playing with my fishes!” i repeated “Oo-kay.”
It’s so nice to feel them nibbling on my fingers in the cooling water *jakun* Okay, time to do work
KinkyPug nagging me why i didn’t blog today “Got alot of work la hello.”
But then now evening A bit pei already so take a break and blog abit
I was doing work till they came to pick me up at 7am So afraid of falling asleep and missing my ride that i slept on the sofa for ten minutes with all my bags next to me When they arrived, i stumbled out looking like shit – pale face, eyebags, blood shot eyes, mussed up hair
Mooky was damn hyper -_- “Yeah! Are you ready to go!” he clapped his hands together, “Alright! Baybeats, here we come!” I forced a grin for his jolly sake
I sat at the back seat with all the bags and equipment Well, i guess it makes sense for the smallest person to sit there :p But i was fine, i passed out the entire journey!
Finally reached Hafiz’s house in S’pore
When i got out of the car, i was like, “Oh, some sort of apartment is it…” Then Mooky said, “No man, this is his house.”
He was really hospitable I want water, he take I want towel, he take
We pottered around Far East Plaza
And got some strong beer Two cans for 8 sing Two *big* cans
Maximator… alcohol content = 11.6% I had those two beers, and i got mighty tipsy 0_o The boys had quite a bit too This is what happens when you take a lift with a group of musically-inclined guys
Baybeats’ 1st Night
I have this disturbingly pei video which i don’t remember taking I’m being super mengada >_< , Mooky is emoing, then i go to some sort of plot where i’m interviewing him Suddenly i sound so serious all, damn weird Then i start talking about S’porean girls and make up -_-
Yeah That’s SO not gonna go up
This was taken on the second day (sorry, pix all scattered) Hafiz and his girlfriend, Rina
As usual i took pictures of people around me and i took one of them playing with each others’ hands I put ‘ish’ on the picture cos them being all lovey-dovey around me made me miss a smellie someone even more
Abit gay but FaiTheMai sent me that He was ironing his clothes just now cos he’s at home alone Big bad fai… emoing while ironing his clothes *snigger*
….
Eh cannot la I’m staring at the picture and not doing my work >_<
Stop it, Joyce, stop ittttttt
So… *cough*… when’re you gonna start working out and looking like that, huh? You’ve been promising me for over a year wei -_-
EmoDiva
Don’t you wish we could fuck work and go back on holiday?
I started calling Kevin “Emodiva” cos sometimes he gives even me his emo + diva attitude I told him to stop it, “Smack you then you know.”
Don’t so emodiva, can? At least… not with me
A Bit On My Weekend Then
KinkyPug nagging me why i didn’t blog today “Got alot of work la hello.”
But then now evening A bit pei already so take a break and blog abit
I was doing work till they came to pick me up at 7am So afraid of falling asleep and missing my ride that i slept on the sofa for ten minutes with all my bags next to me When they arrived, i stumbled out looking like shit – pale face, eyebags, blood shot eyes, mussed up hair
Mooky was damn hyper -_- “Yeah! Are you ready to go!” he clapped his hands together, “Alright! Baybeats, here we come!” I forced a grin for his jolly sake
I sat at the back seat with all the bags and equipment Well, i guess it makes sense for the smallest person to sit there :p But i was fine, i passed out the entire journey!
Finally reached Hafiz’s house in S’pore
When i got out of the car, i was like, “Oh, some sort of apartment is it…” Then Mooky said, “No man, this is his house.”
He was really hospitable I want water, he take I want towel, he take
We pottered around Far East Plaza
And got some strong beer Two cans for 8 sing Two *big* cans
Maximator… alcohol content = 11.6% I had those two beers, and i got mighty tipsy 0_o The boys had quite a bit too This is what happens when you take a lift with a group of musically-inclined guys (who sing damn off-tune when tipsy)
Quite shameless also…! I mean, who the hell sings, claps and dances in the lift… hee hee
Baybeats’ 1st Night
I have this disturbingly pei video which i don’t remember taking I’m being super mengada >_< , Mooky is going on bout how much he adores Love Me Butch, then i go to some sort of plot where i’m interviewing him Suddenly i sound so serious all, damn weird Then i start talking about S’porean girls and make up Then Mooky goes all emo on me -_-
Yeah That’s SO not gonna go up
Love Me Butch performing
This was taken on the second day (sorry, pix all scattered) Hafiz and his girlfriend, Rina
As usual i took pictures of people around me and i took one of them playing with each others’ hands I put ‘ish’ on the picture cos them being all lovey-dovey around me made me miss a smellie someone even more
But that was last weekend
Haih i just realised that… i haven’t even blogged bout Kuching yet Wait jadi like last year again, so many pictures till i end up not blogging ANY >_<
In fact, wait. I *still* haven’t blogged bout my birthday yet *cry*
