Well, Fuck You Too.

To the pc i mean
After NickIsTaller fiddled with it and it *seemed* better after two hours,
It started hanging on me again

So i had to drive to the apartment at 3:30 am to do my work
Oh and THEN i had to forget my mobile phone and drive BACK to my house
*bangs head*
By the time i reach, i’m annoyed and tired

ERGH

At least i got alot of laughs from KelTSD
 

Left in one of my comment boxes:-

Waking up to people talking really loudly (the bf) or people shouting at me
The latter is obviously worse
-_-

My mother called early in the morning, screaming at me for taking the car out cos she’d wanted to go to the market
It doesn’t matter if one is wrong or right when you scream at me on the phone while i’m mid-sleep
I just go bonkers and slip into a bad mood immediately
Even more so when i’d just gone to sleep a little while before that
Plus it didn’t help i was having a nightmare the whole time that my entire family (myself included) were vampires and there was a war going on
I have to stop reading vampire books

I awoke a few hours later to ask whether she needed the car, then i’d drop it back and cab it to wherever i needed to go

“You could have asked me first,” she said flatly
“It was three in the morning and it’s school holidays! I didn’t know you needed to use the car…”
“You don’t just assume i don’t need to use it, you could have asked me earlier in the night when i was still awake.”
“When you were still awake, i had no plans to go out for the night! The computer was *fine* then.”
“You could have asked me.”
“It was three in the morning!!!,” i repeated exasperatedly, “How to ask you, you tell me.”

Then the phone got cut off  -_-
I was like ‘walau!!! Hung up on me!!!’ and called her back
She thought i was keeping quiet cos the service for mobile connection in the apartment sucks so she hung up

Mother Fights are like Boyfriend Fights
They go round and round, points repeated, till sometimes you forget the point
They rile you up badly

Damn tired la
I need a good massage, a glass of wine and a nice movie to drown into
I haven’t had a drink since… oh yeah. Monday night. -_-
Damn, felt like damn 7 long

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Oh, Come On!!!!

It’s Monday morning syndrome.
The pc decides to hang on me.
Six times in all.
I cursed.
Then i took it all back and hugged the monitor, I really did.
I patted it with my right hand and cooed, “No… i didn’t mean it… please.. don’t…”

But no. Either my voice wasn’t cutting it or my tits weren’t brushing the damn thing enough.
So i gave up, panicked cos my deadlines were due and rushed to Smellie’s apartment in my pajamas.

Yes, i do work in my pajamas. That’s one of the benefits of being a freelancer.
I can even do my work naked if i want to.
Another is that i get to cut my toenails whenever i like.
This is a strange and unreasonable habit due to the fact that they grow four times slower then fingernails anyway.
Don’t ask me how i know that, i just happen to remember all these insignificant facts that will never save my life.

Oh, yes. Back to the story.
So i rushed to the apartment in my PJs, installed Microsoft Office (yeah. the pc doesn’t have Word -_- What it does have are alot of games -_-) and spent the rest of the day there typing away.
And dropped to a much-needed nap at 7pm
At 9, i was to join the girls for dinner at Delicious

But… i had no clothes to wear!
I had taken most of them home for Laundry Day (when it comes >_<)
There was no time to drive home, change and meet them

So i did the inevitable

I wore my pajamas to 1U

…

I wore my pajamas out in public!!!

From the carpark to the restaurant, i walked with my face down lest i bump into someone i work for/with.

Imagine the SHAME if i did!!!

In short, there *were* people staring so i just stared at the floor
I mean, surely if i can’t see them, they can’t see me right?
That’s my twisted theory anyway.

Just when i thought i had reached the restaurant safely
I bump into YeKar and Sam
Oh god
Just one table to the monkey and the queen and i *had* to bump into someone i know in my PJs

“You look great!” grinned YeKar
I’m sure she meant i looked great cos i was baring alot
But i did i look appropriate?

Hell no.


“What. The. Hell. Are. You. Wearing.” AshleyTheMonkey stared at me
I slid into my seat, with my head still down
“Shaddup, i’m in my pajamas okay. Didn’t have clothes at his place.”
They laughed heaps. Yes, i provide entertainment for you all ha ha ha.

“At least you’re matching,” quipped QueenKanch
True. At least i did.
A black spaghetti strap, red bra, and black and red Paul Frank short shorts

I just couldn’t tahan that the shorts were so short in public
I’m not so shameless okay!!!!
I have decency!!!

…

Some sort of decency anyhow!!!
Went home, and demanded my IT expert brother to fix the pc

“That’s what brothers are for right,” said POB, his voice full of sarcasm on the phone.
“Of course. Then my parents invest to send him to college to study IT for what?!”

NoOooo Nick i love youuuuu
I know you read my blog
>_<
Please get it fixed… somehow… today?

I cannot tahan doing heavy work somewhere else la
So much distraction. Not exactly the cleanest place in KL. I started sweeping the apartment when i came back here at 1am. There are two occasions whereupon i would clean fervently – when i’m drunk. Or when i have to do work cos i cannot work in peace with mess around. It’s like having a stick poking into my back whilst i’m trying to concentrate.

The first time i told TL the former, he said straight up they’d buy me more alcohol -_-

Congratulations to TL for starting his new job at Channel [V]
Don’t die there okay

At least TL knows how to tip-toe timidly around the dirt when i’m sweeping
Unlike some idiot who’s so busy dancing around to an Orson song that i had to shriek, “Can you get OFF the dirt i’m sweeping!?!?”
“I’m so happy tonight! I don’t know why!” he pranced around the apartment
“Oh good for you. You know, your dancing around isn’t helping the situation when i’m sweeping.”

I’m turning into such an auntie, i swear.

After i swept, i went on to the dishes in the kitchen.
Bugger was still prancing around.
“So much energy yeah?” i eyed him

There’s just this thing about women cleaning and cooking
Men should NOT be lepaking when we’re doing something
At least try to look like you’re helping, jesus.

“Yup!!!” he danced into the kitchen
“Not tired ar? Everytime also say tired.”
“Nope!!!”
“Not tired? Come. I’m damn tired. Do the dishes.”
“… … OH! I have to take a crap now!”

And he ran off to the bathroom.

I can’t seem to put one big motherfucker of an icon there
So i put alot la for (equal) emphasis, (i hope)

Backlogged Pieces

I always write too much for my own need/good/blog (which doesn’t go up anyway)
I wouldn’t say reference because hey… there is no such thing as too much history on one

Tada:

Last week –

Temptation and Missing Him

I was supposed to go home and continue work
But i couldn’t bear the thought of staring at the pc anymore for the day
So i found myself being magneted to his apartment and let myself in

Stepping into the room after week-long hiatus, the first thing i noticed was the mess

HOLY SHIT

One week i’m not around and the room turns into… a slosh
Clothes, tin cans, sweet wrappers and various objects littered the place
I literally say ‘littered’ cos it really was litter -_-

I showered and crawled into bed, where he was sleeping face down
He woke up, surprised
“Baby… you’re here!” he mumbled sleepily, “… and you’ve lost weight!”

Wow
I’ve really shed it so fast in the past week that even He Who Calls Me Fat Chicken has said i lost weight

That means, confirmed i’m too skinny already.

Sunday Salah Concept

I was working at one of the Heineken Thirst sessions where producer Greg Henderson and DJ Haze were helping out the finalist bands

It was a very chillex place (pix up when my pc is ok) and one of the most enjoyable ones

GarfieldChak looked at my arm in disdain commenting that i was way too skinny
Then he kept on saying how i should eat more bla bla bla
Bla bla bla

Bla bla bla

You get my drift

Later we were making coffee while babbling endlessly
I find that he’s one of those people i can babble to without thinking
Well… i do that to alot of people, but there are the few i *enjoy* saying things to without thinking cos they don’t take me too seriously
😉

“Do you want creamer?” he asked, holding out the packet to me

Creamer? Hell yeah, i need to put on weight anyway

“Well, you’re the one that said i need more cream in me innit… oh godthatsoundedsowrong.”

Then we both couldn’t speak after that cos we were too choked up laughing.

Maybe i need to do that thing where you replay sentences in your head instead of blithely spurting them out, whereby the salah concept-ness steps in
>_<

Okay la i have to stop blogging
It’s late, i’m still doing work and i have a meeting at 9am tomorrow
Which means… to avoid the jam in this blasted area, i’d have to leave… i don’t want to think about it!

Happy Tuesday, everyone!

I’m feeling happy

I don’t know why
And i’m so hyper
I love it when i’m feeling this way and there isn’t a particular reason
Cos i still have loads of work
The fucking (no! i didn’t mean it!) pc is screwing me over

But i’m in a good mood
Maybe it’s the cocktail
*lifts vodka chrysanthemum (i’m sure i spelt that right) to lips*

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And everyone seems to think ‘freelancing’ means being free.
If i’m so free, i wouldn’t accidentally fall asleep at 5 with the lights on
Wake up in a flurry at 8
And want to cry cos i accidentally fell asleep in the first place

21st…

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oh wow
i’m having blogger’s block
 

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The Heat & The Headache

The heat is giving me on-off headaches
And
I blurted something upon realisation to AzwinAndy just before having supper with AshleyTheMonky, MaryBerry and JollyMooky late last night

“Omg… it’s theoretically Saturday… and i haven’t eaten since Thursday..!”
“How come?!”
“I was at home all day doing work… din have time to go out and buy food or cook.”
“That’s damn bad wei…”
“I know right.”

Damn weird
Because now my body is so used to eating at funny times and much less
I don’t feel the hunger when i’m working
When i do have time, i stuff myself with food and alco like nobody’s calorie count business
Allah i don’t count calories ok -_- it was just a term

But
Thank God for the first time i’m losing weight, i’m *not* losing my tits!
So bimbotic but hell, how would you guys feel if you decreased in cock size everytime you lost weight?
Sure sadness can die, i tell you

Okay, back to work
Yes
I’m working on a Saturday afternoon
And i have a shoot tomorrow as well
And work tomorrow night
And Monday
And Tuesday
And it goes on and on…

I can’t wait for my holiday in Tioman!!!

LaughingLoga said Amanda and i are very alike in many ways (i don’t know her well)
And she and i are to make our way down to Malacca ourselves where he’ll drive us all to Mersing, then from there we take the boat to Tioman

I think the first sign of us having something in common was a phonecall just now

“Maybe we should drive to Malacca, do you know the way?” she asked
“… er… if you asked Loga, he’d tell you that i possibly have the worst sense of direction ever!”
“Uh-oh… i’m not very good at directions either…”
“… how…”
“Well, i’m sure we’ll find our way.”
“Yeah, i’m sure we can.”

No.1 – We’re both bad at directions!
No. 2 – We’re both optimistic!

…

No. 3 – We’re both SO GOING TO GET LOST and end up in some kampung hahaha

Oh, Summertime Superjam has been canceled cos… the resort is not ready?
Abit fail right… oh well.

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Timing & A Bit ‘O Catching Up

I hadn’t seen the boyfriend since last weekend (which is long by our standards)
Don’t do work at the apartment anymore cos… the pc sucks ass
And concentration is way better at home, hence i’ve been cooped up all week

I finally made time and went to see him tonight
We had delivery food
From some place called Puccini’s in DU

I wish there were more delivery foodstuff in our area

Bloody LipSmackers
Have delivery in our area, won’t you?!

Everyone has been commenting how absolutely skinny i’ve gotten
I get the comment on an average of five times a night when i go out

The lovely thing is, i can eat as much as i want now and not seem to put on weight!
The bad thing is, guys saying, “You look so much better with some weight on you…” equals “You’re more fuckable when you’re not like a Paris Hilton stick.” 

Looney thinks i stick my finger down my throat without telling ppl -_-
He also claims my tits are gone
I look down at them, “Got.”
“Don’t have,” he smirks at my chest
I stare down again to scrutinize. “Got la!”
“Don’t have.”

Sob. Got la fucker. *lifts up top for proof*

Toddling off to a shoot this week:

Waiting for the others to arrive, Camelia gets fascinated by the Sony digicam i use to record my interviews and takes a shot

The shoot went well
Was exhausted and hadn’t eaten for 24 hours nor slept for ages
Met up with KinkyPugKev for Thai green curry @ Basil
I gobbled so fast, i got a stomach ache after that

At one point, i thought he was next to me
And almost fell over on the road in Bangsar when i leaned on him… or rather, nothing, cos he had walked away and i didn’t notice

Puggy promptly threw me into a cab home.

Thanks to Harith for inviting me for Puteri Gunung Ledang – The Musical

I wasn’t expecting too much cos… i almost cried with boredom after watching M! The Opera
I’m not saying it was bad
Just wasn’t my fancy

Omg so awesome
I didn’t have to move a milimetre the entire time…

In short: I adored it 
I’s truly taken aback, albeit pleasantly, by the entire show
From the props to the singing

“It’s actually cry-able,” i told Harith after the show
“You cried didn’t you.”
“No.”
“I saw you touching your face.”
“It was itchy.”
“Yeah. Uh-huh.”

It was itchy la!!! 

He doesn’t know me very well
But he’s getting to
I kept on walking towards the wrong direction
On the fourth time or so: “You’re pretty bad at directions ar?”
“Er heh, quite la.”

Yes i was at Laundry three times last week
And i bumped into a happy group i haven’t chilled out with for awhile

I spent most of my time turning and talking to JappyCal and SowTheGoat

No matter how bad my memory is, i will never ever forget the story on how you fell down while holding a jug of beer, scraped your arms horribly but yelled out triumphantly how you didn’t spill a single drop

True alco.

Choons and Azrin were playing this new drinking game
I don’t know whether it’s new… or whether i’m just damn out of the drinking game scene

So cute and kancheong

What other dumb things did i do
Oh yes
I yelled after Yuri as he was leaving that i needed to interview Pop Shuvit this coming week
He stared back blankly at me like “So?”
And Khai Lee  doubled over with laughter, “He’s not in Pop Shuvit! He’s in Frequency Cannon!”

Oh god.
Maluness to the max.
Buy me Omega-3, somebody.

I *know* he’s in F.Cannon… i was just so blur and not thinking

Just like how i MSN-ed KLueShermen today asking him how’s the article…
When i menat to MSN Jerome
-_-

*smacks forehead*

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