Comments (8) Fairy Love, Musings & Personal

Across the past week, i’ve had the honour of experiencing some major love vibes

I feel things differently at the moment… i don’t know when it started, it just did

Last Saturday, iย could feel my energy booming out like a massive ball from the centre of my body
in large soft waves
it kept cascading out, over and over
till i felt like i couldย see it
i could definitely feel it
it was so intense
this deep profound love
that i had to stop and take deep slow breaths
my eyes wide from disbelief and awe

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Yesterday i met T’s fiancee for the first time
I begged him to tell me the story of how they fell in love in India
and he obliged with simple words that struck the core of my heart
Iย could feel this deep intense love enveloping our table
I was a little taken aback cos rarely do i experience these sorta emotions in public in KL
It happens in Bali yeah, but here..?
I felt my eyes well up from the sheer love i felt emanating from him
Again, it was so tangible i felt like i could see it softly falling from above, blanketing us as a group
His love for her, our love for them, just pure love…
It was so touching.
I looked over and saw her eyes shining with tears too
His words trailed off as his story slowly ended…
and i said, “Oh my god stop i’m gonna start crying!” and quickly wiped the undersides of my eyes before my make up ran.

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Today i was on Facetime with B, who received a beautiful bunch of gifts from her partner
They weren’t expensive but they took a lot of effort
One was a collage of all the skype pix he took of her, from their conversations across a year
“That’s really so sweet!” i complimented
“I know right? I was crying in the shower!”
“Hahaha cry cry cry!”
“… I’m really happy for you,” i quietly said to her.
And then she started crying and wiping the tears from her eyes.
Even from across the screen, i could feel this thick love.
And bloody hell i started tearing too and quickly said, “Oh for God’s sake now i’m gonna cry, BYE!” and promptly ended the call before we all lost the plot in the middle of a work day.

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Our hearts must be so open to feel love to the extent it brings us to tears…
I feel so fortunate to feel this, and share this love from their* experiences as well.

And to feel like this, isn’t it the reason we’re all alive?


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8 Responses to Love

  1. Eunice says:

    I’ve been a silent reader for over 10 years. I don’t normally comment, but this post…

    I feel compelled to comment, to let you know how much I love this. Thank you, for sharing your insights and what’s you have been learning.

    Sending you caring thoughts

  2. JoyceTheFairy says:

    That’s beautiful to read… thank you for writing that and encouraging me! <3

  3. Awwwww….. heart expanding, KBF! <3 <3 <3

  4. Jon Teoh says:

    Since my Dubai days in 2005… I have been updating myself with your posts on stuffs that you do, places that you’ve visited and food that you devour. All light and fun postings… heck we even chatted for a bit on MSN ๐Ÿ™‚
    When I got back to Malaysia in 2010, I continued updating myself with your posts, although not as regular as I felt a sort of connection to your blog and in a way I felt a sort of connection to you and the life you live.
    In some on the events that I attended, I would see you being a social butterfly. Moving from groups to groups. All fun stuffs. All of these, gave me an impression of you being a light, fun loving person.
    However, of late… some of your posts have taken a slight detour towards a more emotional and deeper direction. I suppose this is due to whatever you are going through and whatever your are experiencing now. In summary, I think its all good as this adds flavour to your character. Cheers.

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  7. Tantiana says:

    Hello Joyce, if u wanna know, I stopped at “Our hearts must be so open to feel love to the extent it brings us to tearsโ€ฆ” with my eyes all warm already slowing filling up with tears. U see, I’m the silly kind who teared watching a Milo advert (yes a freaking Milo advert where the boy wins a medal, hugging his mom kind), cried watching a youtube video about the female MMA fighter, Ann Osman where she share about her struggle trying to win a match etc etc. Like seriously -___-. I always thought I was such a cry-baby & perhaps an embarassment at one point…but really, we just FEEL the love that we want nothing but for the other human being to be happy. Everyone should be happy. And, I’m glad YOU are happy. Hugs x

  8. JoyceTheFairy says:

    thank you for your comment and words! heart-warming to read <3

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