like a monkey from the tip of her tail.
I’ve been trying to be methodical about everything i need to get done
cos when i look at the number of things i have to do…
a mountain looms before me and i just panic.
I keep on repeating to myself how HAPPY i am (have never practiced my innerย cheerleader this hard before) and how everything will be FINE.
I don’t know how i managed to do this to myself but i’ve found myself going through a house renovation, a move, running the blog advertising, plan a 6-week trip, and a 120-pax fashion show event in 3 weeks time. Less than 3 weeks… #tryingnottopanic
The house reno isn’t near done and i can’t keep on paying rent for mine AND top up the bills for a 2nd asset (long story) at the same time anymore. So i have to move. This week.
I started packing yesterday and it took me AGES to clear my living room of my toys and collectibles. My problem is i like so much STUFF. Art stuff, toys, clothes, shoes, cooking appliances, books, TON of books. Ahhh anyway the living room doesn’t feel like it’s mine today.
I’m sitting here feeling all pouty cos there’s no more COLOUR around me and i feel like i’ve already moved. A part of me is sad to move tho. A little part. I mean, i’m so EXCITED to move into my new home which will have a better view and size. But a little part of me is gonna miss this place. I had so many great memories here… It’s always sad to say bye. So i’m trying to cherish as much of my last week here as i can, and spend my time packing properly.
Aughhhh i’m having such a tough time packing and releasing stuff. I stared at a nut in a ball for ages wondering whether i had to get rid of it. It was amongst my collection of “special tiny balls i found on holidays”. (Or perhaps, they found me.)
I think the most stuff i have to pack are the books. I have so many books! I’m already doing a purge yet i managed to fill two giant suitcases with books to wheel to keep in Clem’s spare room, and that was only half my books.
Ok i have to go sleep. I’m on a tight sleeping schedule cos i have so much to do yet am forcing workouts in so i don’t lose my shit.
