I gave a talk at Taylor’s College on Tuesday,
and was asked to talk about Tongue in Chic, before leading  into Fashion and Confidence.
In the end, i got more questions about work life and progression,
So i think i should have spoken on that instead!

I bumped into Aniza, whom i used to be in the same class with in secondary school.

And i think i must have conveniently forgot how long ago that was
but was reminded when she said, “You know, that was like, ten years ago.”

In my head, i was thinking “No way!”
Then realised that i took my SPM in 2000
And that it *is* 2009 now
So it has been 9 years
Which is close to 10 years at any rate
0_o

Damn
When i was school, i’d look far off into the future
and think to myself that when i’m 26,
I’ll probably be married with a car and house.

I just have the car.

-_-

This is what happens when you watch too much TV.

If anyone so much as speaks my name with the word ‘marriage’ in the same sentence,
i immediately shoot them a ‘you have to be kidding me’ look.

I honestly doubt that i will be getting married any time soon.
My term of soon meaning 5 years.

In college, AishozCravesCoffee and i wrote notes
(cos we couldn’t chat in class ha ha)
and in one of them, we were talking about how old we’d be when we get married
I found the note end of last year and we had a good time laughing over it.

It went along the lines of –
Aishah: 24
Me: Wah, no way, i think i’ll get married at 30. Or older

I think our predictions weren’t too far off,
with Aishah getting hitched 2 weeks ago.
And me nowhere near thinking about it.

If you asked me where i would be in 10 years time,
i honestly wouldn’t know –
what i’d be doing and where i’ll be.

I’ve always been the go-with-the-flow
never think, never plan
just jump, just GO kinda person

And so far, i’ve been very blessed that i have a lot going for me.

But isn’t it always like that?
When you have enough, it’s never enough.
You always want MORE.
Do more,
see more,
earn more,
experience more,
be more.
Or is it just me?

I always want more.
*pauses and rereads above*

Wow where did that come from.
I started talking about a speech i was giving and ended up emoing about life.

-_-

And i’m completely sober.