If there's one thing i find most difficult to do among others - it's to say i'm sorry. i'm just bad at saying sorry. it's as if there's a cling film making it difficult for the words to spill out of my system. i'm not talking bout those 'sorry i stepped on your shoe' kinda thing. i'm talking about the 'serious sorries'. tonight i said sorry to someone a dozen times. even then it was most definitely not enough. now i'm afraid of losing this person. in fact, i'm afraid i've lost already.