Le sigh, i haven’t even really settled back down in KL after a crazy weekend at the Cove;
and i’m already sorting out my next trip in a couple of weeks’ time for a surprise client…
i can’t say yet but i’m excited!

I felt kinda sick after lunch with my parents yesterday, i don’t know why…
a bit of headache and nausea (NO I’M NOT PREGNANT)
I’m putting it down to too much partying and not enough taking care of myself properly.

This whole taking-care-of-myself well seems to be the MAIN topic that plagues my thoughts this whole year.
Besides work stuff.

I was just thinking over the weekend that isn’t my job here to do the BEST i can?
And if i’m trying to do that in all other arenas of my life… then how come i’m not doing it for my actual LIFE itself meaning, my health…
I don’t know.
I’ve been thinking lately that it may be time for me to really stop smoking and drinking.
Smoking i know i can, and WANT to stop by this year.
Drinking…. damn, i don’t know if i can stop drinking.
Damn you manmade vices that got me addicted! *shakes fist*

Nothing done pointing fingers.
Ah we’ll see.
Maybe i’m just really hungover.
Maybe this is one of those many times i say to myself, “I swear i’m gonna stop drinking” and then the next thing you know i’m partying again.

Am i gonna end up one of those people who can’t drink within their imposed limits?
Maybe i’m one of those who have to go all the way or no way.
i.e. I have to go cold turkey no alcohol, or just forget the idea.

I feel ill. Will rethink this tomorrow. Ok bye.

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