“Why…


…havent’ you been blogging?”
“…. busy la. When i have free time to go out, do you think i’ll stay at home and blog -_- “

What have i been doing…

Well ok i’ll just ramble
I’m good at rambling at any rate

Today, i cut my finger. But it wasn’t just a silly little normal cut, oh no, i wish it was.
I was washing the dishes and a glass flew up in the air (yeah. it flew up without giving me warning) and upon smashing, it sliced my pinkie

So i gawked at it a bit, as the blood flowed into the sink (how convenient), before putting the finger under a tap.
Which was mildly stupid, i feel.

I mean, who the fuck puts a deep cut under the tap?
First thing you should do – is stop the bleeding
Oh no, not i, oh smart one
I held it under the running water. Staring as the reddish liquid ran into the sink.
Then i remembered, “Oh shit. This is not right yo.”

Just before that, i had already shouted for Smellie to come save me
Save me from a cut?
Yeah right
Might as well be calling for an alien

As he (Smellie, not an alien) walked into the kitchen, i blared him to hand me some kitchen tissue
Boys are so slow in states of emergency
-_- Can die

So there i was, not making any noise and being really calm
Cos shite, i’m supposed to be all grown up and all, right, can’t bawl and crap

After 10 minutes,
“Should i go to a doctor?” i asked dolefully, still being brave
“Mmm… we’ll wait 15 minutes and see how it is.” Said he.

See how?!
But my finger might possibly have to be amputated!!!
i screamed inwardly

The brave grown-up side went, “Right, of course,” really calmly
-_- I hate being a grown up
I really just want to be able to scream and yell and merajuk when i feel like it
Just to get it all out
Maybe that’s why children are so happy-go-lucky
Cos they let it all out already!

Being gatal, i peeked at the wound to see jagged flesh opening
Brutal yet fascinating
Disgusting yet amazing
So i held paper towels to it as i watched two reruns of SATC
Berger was being an ass and broke up on a post-it note.
After an hour it was still bleeding
0_o’

Damn headache wei

Rushed to The Curve to do a really short interview with DaphneIking at 4:30
And i felt i really needed the wine to reward myself for being such a brave girl

So i had wine… and beer… and sangria… till 2am
When i think of it, more then 9 hours of drinking sounds so… salah
But i swear the time flies when you’re having a good time

The only disconcerting occurence was when i met people and they’d shake my hand pretty hard causing me to wince and grin at the same time

See?
It’s so much easier being a kid
I could just refuse to touch anybody and tell them i worship Monk
Yeah, that’s right, that might work
…

Last Friday night, i came home to see TL’s cousin, Kelvin, on the couch
It was his once-in-a-while sleepover, after they played PS2 of course
Everyone else went to bed but he and i were still very much awake so we spoke for quite a bit till the sun was about to rise
He’s much much younger then me
So young that i forgot *how* young

I was in the process of lecturing him about drinking and driving –
“You really shouldn’t drink and drive. You have no idea how dangerous it is bla bla bla *auntie nagging*…”
“We didn’t, we took cab from place to place.”
“Oh! *surprised* That’s good…”
“Yeah… we can’t drive yet.”
“…. ….  OH GOD. I forgot how old you are!”

He’s 15 and just finished his PMR.
I forgot la okay.

Ok, enough rambling, time to tidur
Smellie thinks i’m getting a fever
I just think it’s lack of sayang-ing and loss of blood *dramatic*

I’m cooking supper for him now -_-

“I’m injured…*waves hand in his face*…”
“… *manja starving face can die*”

Niama… if i don’t do anything then he won’t eat and i’ll be held responsible by his relatives for not taking care of him right!
*faints*

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